My precious, my precious,
thoughts curl out,
tentrils thru time
and pain,
hooking the far
memory,
the scent,
the eyes of you

my precious...
little splinters
 flake
off my soul,
one by one,

dissolve and
 disappear,
the heart dies
 slowly,

an empty sephulchre,
suspended time
 ticks,

second by second,
am I brave
enough,

to reach and touch,
thru the encompassing

nothingness?
I tip...
and fall,
gently into that well

of no time,
my atoms dispersing
 into the myriad
of tiny lights
 of forever,
vales and vales
of light,
and there thou art,
waiting for me,

my precious,
I remember now,

that we always were,
and forever
 shall be....

c H G B (Alienzone)

We are akin to pearls are we not?

putting layer upon layer around our hearts,

life moves as in a dream,
 senses numb

 brain out of gear,

but the wounds bleed silently inwards,

somewhere we find a strength

and the hole in the heart seems less,

slowly surely life takes on colour again,

the dream becomes reality once more,..

thinks.. I will never never let anyone hurt me again

..hmmmm but what do you do with the wounds of the child's pyshce?

 still deep deep buried deep,

forgotten in the deepness......

time the silver pearled healer wraps

us gently in her loving arms...

..'let all the thoughts in my mind's garden,

be fragrant and beautiful'

The Child Within.......

For the abused Innocents of the World....

There's a hole in my heart
where the wind blows through,
where the soul retreats
to a sea of tears,
the unshed tears of
a child's broken trust,
the place between two worlds
that abyss of fear
no up, no down,
no sides to hold
can I return from this place of no time
can anyone hear me calling...
there's a hole in my heart
I'm drowning there
quietly behind the gaze of me,
oh lost child within
you're dead to the world,
but how can that be,
for I'm still here...

 

 ©2007 H G B  (Alienzone)

When you are in the dark night of the soul, and no where to turn, when you long for 'home' and feel an alien on this planet of sorrows , you search, you seek and in searching find the light within that illuminates the way home......

I thank those
who in my life,

have tried me

sorely......

for without them,

I would not

have achieved as

much as I have,

or have discovered

my truths......

Far Vision


I saw the tree,
brushstrokes of
dappled sunlit green
but I have seen,
the realer than real,
the energy of light,
down the throat,
of the fragrant bloom,
thru the tunnel
of exploding atoms,
energy swirls,
spilling into the
vastness,
whirlpools
of endless,
sound and colour,
oh innocent bloom
holding the
gateway to
eternity…

H.G.B ( Alienzone)

All the world's a rosary,
count the beaded days,

one by one
the faceted hours,

succour us Lord,
for we have sinned-
 we live...
The bell tolls,

Hail Mary,
recount the pain,
the wheel turns,

year by year,
the sands run down,

grain upon grain,
life upon life,

a pyramid of souls
unwrapt

from their multicoloured
dreams..
Inscrutable Buddha
remind us,
flesh is mortal,

it withers,
we hurt,
each a sacrifice

on the altar of TIME..
The Singing Spheres call,

translucent
minutes splinter

into the Cosmic prism,
time-warp,
crystaline seconds
fragmentate across

a myraid light years,
atomised opalescence,

the shimmering
 Patterns of Eternity
the final bead

dissolves into the
Golden Matrix,

oh Time
 now who laughs last?

H G B

how does one put into mere mortal words, the totally timeless encompassing feeling

of One... of bliss.... of ecstasy.....

Love and blessings to all my friends here and there....let beauty surround you dear ones, in thought and action, fields of light, fields of rainbow colour, all IS light, believe for it is so, feel and experience the sea of spiritual light that surrounds you....emmerse dear ones, heal thyselves, bodies, minds and souls..light is the healer, the spiritual light of the Creator ....you are light in thy truest form, all else melts away as dross in a furnace, and lo the pure spirit or gold stands revealed in all its otherwordly beauty.....this is the beauty of the pure soul standing in its Creators Light...which is Love...this knowledge is in your subconscious...tap it...use it....it is the lifeline for humanity...the sparks of light thou seest are the lights of love, love in a myraid star patterns surround you as you are a true daughter of the stars...star guild....star brethren..the One is all and the all is One.....

.Here I got the feeling that I and others have been going through a 'test" or similar, and could have no help whatsoever, we had to rely on inner intuition and strength, however had passed 100% , now and only now can "they" the star family or brethren , come closer and communicate, all now is bonus, reward, one cannot go back ...all now is growth, gain, one had to be isolated before, even though one had the faint knowledge that all was not as it appeared, now is the time of gathering, merging of like star souls who have passed their Earth initiation, now is the time of reaping what one has sown, love, charity, beauty, goodness, gentleness, sharing and caring, remember dear ones, that all are One and the One all.....

....have peace of mind, gentle yet strong loving hearts...be in the world but not of it...be tolerant, kind, loving but detatch, do not become emotionally involved, therein lies entrapment...God is the paramount Lover, Friend, He alone is the souls sustenance, all are searching from equally hungry souls for the food of Eternal Love, which is vastly more powerful than earthly love...earthly love satisfies the senses....spiritual love satisfies the soul...dear ones get this right, pain and hurt arise from vain and futile attempts to merge the two.. love one another physically and together love thy Creator, therein is the true concept of total Love and supreme joy and balance in your Earth lives..... the Spiritual Love continues in the next phase of existance...learn and experience its wonder and eternal daylight now ....search thy souls and know this is a truth.....

may Love be in their hearts, truth on their tongues and joy in the soul